Believe in yourself, build your strength, you are strong, You’re beautiful and smart and capable of doing anything.
“We all make mistakes, have struggles, and even regret things in our past. But you are not your mistakes, you are not your struggles, and you are here NOW with the power to shape your day and your future. Every single thing that has ever happened in your life is preparing you for a moment that is yet to come.”
Have Faith. Be strong.
Well someday soon when the spring brings the sun
I’ll finally sleep, I’ll finally feel better
when the winters gone,
ill feel better when the winters gone.
I realized something as beautiful as an event that took place today was worth mentioning.
I went for a ride not really expecting anything out if it but as i put my head phones on and griped onto the bars a feeling of life took over my being. The melody that flew threw my soul answered all questions in my mind. I was in bliss. Then something truly magical happened. I looked up to see not the brightest not the darkest but the most calming and colorful of skies, a sky that was on complete par with my feeling of life. The shades of pastel purples and blues with the hint of disappearing sunlight set my hearts truth…and in that moment i understood everything. Everything i question. Everything I fear. Everything i fight. Was all answered. The lyrics of the life thrilling music in my ear brought me to my even bigger conclusion. I smiled. and I cried.
Patience. Strength. Understanding. Courage. Music. Enthusiasm. Laughter and breathing
these are they keys to my destiny.<3
Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn’t arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I’m going to be happy in it.
yea its kinda like this:
“Falling”
Have you ever had a reoccurring question on your mind?… no matter how many times you think you’ve found the answer and expect it to end the pondering that same question keeps coming back.
does it mean your giving your self the wrong answer?
does it mean you want it to be a different answer?
how do you tell what is what you want and what is what you want to want? if that makes any sense at all. There are days when i feel normal, content, blissful, complete.. but then the question creeps and im back to confusion, further questioning, self suffering.
Its like staring at a blank canvas and wondering where to begin to let the picture before you unfold…if you screw up you have to begin the entire process again.
So far i’m in the middle of my “painting” and stuck on where my next stroke of the brush will go…one wrong color, movement, thought process could demolish everything Ive worked for and bring me back to a blank canvas with that fear of once again failing.
Soon it wont be anything but an abstract painting with no true direction.
There once was a time when the smell of cookies in the oven the lights from the tree the laughter of the ones i loved used to fill my soul with warmth.
but as the years have progressed things have changed, people have changed, hardships have worsen..its not the same as being filled with love cause all of our hearts are in the same place cause they aren’t.
They mean to me what they always have always will but our lives have drifted so far that its not as simple as just being together for the love of it…its doing it cause we cant any other way….forced smiles when sorrow fills our beings.
So to you i wish you happy holidays and truly appreciate the love and happiness you share with the people you have cause you never know when reality will cut through.
The world is moving way to fast, does no one realize were moving strait toward our demise?
Venice Beach drum circle.<3
